On Your Own.

I just realized that life is really difficult.
You'll have to live and survive on your own.
You can't survive if you live like a robot.
However, you can't survive too if you choose to follow he wind.

We have many similarities with robot.
Except the truth that we can breath and we can love.
But, sometimes we ignore that truth and change into a living robot.
Nowadays, Human have become money's robot, time's robot, and laziness robot.
Human waste their time to get something very trivial and forget what make them a human.
Human is not really a human... That's it!
We're human, why we can't think like the way a human do?
I mean, not a 'human' like in these days..
Greedy, Lazy, Selfish...
A real human is a human who can smile, not greedy, loving, and can choose what a real human should choose...
Yes, a Dream.

Human often forget their dreams and choose to follow the gray road.
Not the black one, nor the white one either
What makes us really different is our dream.
The real challenge in this world is a challenge to choose your dream and make it happen without forgetting the fact that we live and choose on our own.

First time asking(?)!

HI, Everybody! ^^
It's my first time asking.
I only want to ask you about foods.
As you know, There're many kind of foods.
But, there's something I want to ask...
What kind of food do you think represent:

• Spring: ?
• Summer: ?
• Autumn: ?
• Winter: ?

And then, Which one do you like: Steam, Deep Fry, Stir fry, or Soup.
Which kind of Sweets do you like : Cake, Pie, Bread, Danish, Croissant, Crepe, Cookies, or Choux.

If you don't mind answer it for me, I feel very Grateful. Thank You~ ^^

I'm Sorry...

If I could go back to the past, I would have erased my heart first...
I ended up in this black pit of despair because I followed the wrong direction.
If only I didn't believe my eyes that time, I wouldn't have been go to this way.
The road I should've taken is called 'Love & Fate'
But I went to a road called 'Love & Despair' instead of taking the other road.
I ended up in this road alone, because I only look at you.
I ended up eating painkillers because I'm only thinking about you.
I ended up losing my beloved person around me, that's because I chose to protect you instead.
I can't see the sun in the sky because despair has closed my eyes.
Smiling is no more possible for me,
I tried to save what's still remaining from our memories,
But,
All I get is only Despair.

Is it started because I chose to?
If I hadn't started our stories, could I save myself from Despair?
Then, If I had chose the other road, would I be happy?
The answer can be found only if I can passed those despair that are waiting for me in front of my eyes.
But,
It's over.
I've chose to give up rather than overcome those trouble.
I run away from it, left you alone in the forest of despair, and I ended up trapped in this black pit.
I'm sorry, I just want to take a breath now, for saving myself, I abandoned you.
I'm Sorry...

Mellow Night...

Hi Everybody?
Did you all have a good day?
Hope you all have a very good and bright day...
Tonight, I'll take the theme of "Mellow and Acoustic Night" for you all~
I'll recommend some good songs that will bring you the feel...
So, now just check it out!

• G-Dragon - That XX
• Orange Caramel - Not Yet...
• SHINee - Selene 6.23
• BoA - Disturbance
• Infinite - Can U Smile
• IU - Voice Mail
• Kim BoAh (Spica) - Tears Fallin (That Winter, The Wind Blows OST Part4)
• Nuest - Hello (여버세요)
• BtoB - Second Confession
• K.Will - It's Not You
• AOA Black - Without You
• 2NE1 - Missing You
• Girls Generation TTS - Goodbye, Hello
• Jin - 너만없다
• Juniel - Illa Illa
• Davichi - The Letter
• Baek JiYoung - Don't Forget Me Acoustic Ver. (IRIS OST) (잊이말아요)
• Beast - I'm Sorry
• FTIsland - Madly

I think that's enough for tonight. Thank You for reading. If you want recommend any songs or request any theme You can leave your reply. I'll try to reply it as soon as possible... :)

The Start of a New Day~

Hello Everybody~
How was your weekend?
Today is Monday again~ ^^
Hope you all have a good start of Monday.
I'd like to recommend some good songs to start your Monday...
Don't start a Monday without smile.
   Today's songs are:

• Girl's day - Twinkle Twinkle
• Seungri/V.I (Big Bang) - Let's Talk About Love
• 4minute - Volume Up
• APink - Lovely Day
• Troublemaker - Attention
• Dal Shabet- Be Ambitous
• G Dragon - Who You?
• Taeyang - Ringa Linga
• BoA - Only One
• Lee Hi -  It's Over
• Ailee - I'll Show You
• Big Bang - Still Alive
• CNBLUE - Robot
• FT Island - Madly
• Secret - Love is Move
• G.Na ft. Ilhoon (BTOB) - Oops
• Sistar - How Dare You
• Teen Top - Lovefool
• EXO - Peterpan

Don't spend your New Monday just laying on your bed and do nothing at all.
Your life is not like Bruno Marz's song (Lazy Song)...
Get out from your bed, spread your smile to the world, and make change!
Fighting! 여러분~ 파이팅!!!
Please Leave comments if you want to recommend songs or want to ask something~ ^^

I don't know love~

LOVE.
A word that contains 4 alphabets.
It's L.O.V. and E.
But I can't understand the real meaning behind that word.
There're many words that can be started with L, but why it must be LOVE?
There're many words that contain O, but why am I only thinking about LOVE?
There're many words that contain V, but LOVE keep appearing in my head.
There're also many words that end with E, but LOVE is really exceptional...

Source: GOOGLE

I'm so frustated!
What is LOVE?
A word that can't be explained by any dictionary...
A word that explained all tastes in this world...
A word that can't be measured, proved, and unseen.

LOVE~
What are you really?
I can't understand what makes you very special.
'A word that can't be explained, yet can explain everything'
I don't know you well,
yet you're so familiar.
You can make me shed tears, and you can make me laugh.
Sometimes you choked me, sometimes you helped me.
Are you a hell? Are you Heaven?
Are you a gift? Are you a disaster?
LOVE, answer me...

FInally!!! MIMI CUP....!

Today, is the first day of the great edufair and bazaar in Surabaya.
I followed many activities in there and experience many fun things in MIMI CUP.

A little girl was telling a story from MIMI corner

You can say I've lot of fun in there.. ^^
I watched the final competition of the basketball competition,
Saw many other interesting competition in there.

MIMI CUP is an edufair and bazaar held by MIMI school,
MIMI school itself is one of the prestigious school in Surabaya.
The main event is actually tomorrow.
The bazaar was a lot of fun, and I bet tomorrow will be more interesting.
There was a News Reporter competition, English Speech Contest, and many more.
There will be Cupcake contest, Fashion show, and Modern dance tomorrow.
I and my friend took some pictures from this event...

You still can come tomorrow, for you who lived in Surabaya, Hurry Up! Come and feel it yourself!

TV Presenter/News Reporter Competition

MIMI School~

Bazaar~

YEAH!!! It's Tomorrow.~!

ATTENTION!

Finally, It's tomorrow!
Everyone In Surabaya, Indonesia, come to see the great education fair in Surabaya.
Held in 'MIMI' school.
It has many competition and also the big amount of money as the prizes.
You'll see and feel different experience in this edufair...
If you live in Surabaya, come to MIMI school to follow this biggest edufair.

         Address : Jl. Bukit Telaga Golf TO 2/1-2, Citraland, Surabaya, East Java, Indonesia.

Life is about running.

The black sky above me reminds me of Life.

I was sitting in my car until I realized...
The sky was so black.
'It'll rain'...

souce:Google

You must keep riding if you don't want to be 'eaten' by that black sky.
if you keep walking or running, the black sky will always follow you.
That's why, you must keep running.
But actually, when I had that kind of thought,
I was walking towards the black sky.
When you realized it, It's too late,
and I even thought that I was too stupid to run away from what I must faced.

Sometimes Life is like that...
That's the reality of Life...

"Life is too short for loving someone, but too long for hating someone."

Rain...

Today, rain has come...

source:Google

The first rain in this season.
Means a new season has started.
A rainy day always making me feel melancholy.
Not only melancholy, but also sleepy.

When I sleep in this rainy day, my memories are awaken...
Sad memories, Happy, and even the events that I've already forgotten for a long time...
For a moment, my presence suddenly become one with the cold winds outside.
I don't even know why, but,
I felt really happy at that moment,
Rain...
The rain's sound outside are matching with my clock inside.
Drop after drop and tick after tick.
I hope Rain always come...

MONeyDAY!

source: Google

Everybody! It's monday... = ="
Monday comes again~
I hate to say it but, I hate Monday.
Because It's MONDAY.
Start to work, start to feel tired,
and still many things happened in MONDAY.

If it was not Monday, we wouldn't hate it so much, right?
But because It's Monday it means MONeyDAy.
The day that make us work so much for money is only MONDAY..
= = "

Anyway, my Monday is always so bad. How about yours?
Hope your Monday hasn't been ruined yet.... Happy Monday all...

source: Google

Foods..? FOODS?!

Caramel Pudding~

Choco Thousand Layer Cake~

Foods??? Ha.... = ="
I only can stare them...
Diet is killing me...
Staring at them only making me drooling... = ="

Dream... You'll realise how important is your dream.

Dream....
I'm dreaming...
In the past, I used to do everything I love,
I used to eat everything I want,
I used to think everything I want to think about.

Now, I've aged.
Facing the reality is always the difficult one.
I can't get that freedom again...
A sad but a meaningful reality.
I'm not regretting anything from my past.
Because I only Follow what my heart says.
Regret only for loser.

Handmade!

 My mother baked all of these...
Yummy~ ^^
she decorated all of these personally...
맛있어용~ 잘 먹에슴니다~ ^0^

*Even My dog (C.C) stared at the cake... She thought it's delicious. 귀여워~ ^^

Hi! Happy Sunday... ^^

Hi, all, Happy Sunday, readers! ^^
What do you do? Hope you all having a good Sunday. This sunny day, I'll recommend some of the song that I like to you all that may suit your heart or maybe the windy fall season in the outside...

•  BTOB - When I was Your Man
• Gummy - 낮과 밤 (Master's Sun OST)
•  EXO - Growl
• Miss A - I don't need a man
• FT Island - Memory.
• CNBLUE - I'm a Loner.
• A pink - U you
• Kahi - It's me
• K will - You don't know Love
• Lim Kim - Rain
• Soyu X Mad Clown - Stupid in Love
• B.A.P - Coffee Shop
• B1A4 - Tried to Walk
• G Dragon - Black ft Jennie Kim
• IU - Red Shoes
• Troublemaker - Now
• Juniel - Illa Illa 

And lastly My Favorite : INFINITE - Paradise ; 60sec ; INFINITE H - Special Girl.
Hope you like my playlist. I personally really like K-pop that's why all of my songs are K-pop. Also, I'm Infinite's fan. I'm Inspirit!!! ^^  ∞

*If you want to suggest some good music please leave comment. I'll reply it. ^^V
You can download some of them from my 4shared account (C.Jn송) or you can go to k2nblog.com.

Then, Have a good day....

10th November, It's Hero Day!

Hello, reader! ^^
It's 10th November now!
First, I'd like to say 'Happy Hero Day' for Indonesia!!!
In this occasion,  I'll write about the most famous Hero from the 10th November tragedy that happened in Surabaya  in 1945, It's none other than Sutomo or 'Bung Tomo'..

Sutomo's picture.

Sutomo were born in Surabaya (3rd October 1920-7th October 1981), was one of the most famous National hero of Indonesia. He had been a journalist before but later he decided to join politic. He was remembered with his trademark, and that's his way of talking in the radio's opening with full of passion that had woken up the youth's spirit at that time. Even though in the end Indonesia lost at 10th November tragedy, he was still remembered as on of the national heroes that was really influential.

After the independence of Indonesia, he tried to enter politics but he didn't feel happy so he decided to step down from it. But, in the early 1970s, he was imprisoned because he opposed government because the government feel burdened and afraid of his critics. A year later, he was released. He's a good father, he worked hard for his children to get the best education. and He's also very faithful in his religion. He died in Arafah, Saudi Arabia in 7th October 1981.

About more than 15000 victims died in the 10th November tragedy. Their sacrifice is none other than to protect Indonesia from other countries' attacks. The day that had eaten many blood from the victims until now called as Hero's day. For more information about 10 November 1945 you can click this link and for full profile of Sutomo you can click this link.

The Long Awaited Person...

'Tick'.. 'Tick'... 'Tick'...
The sound of my clock keep ticking in my head.
I wait, wait, and wait.
The more I heard those ticking sound,
The more I lose my breath.

Those empty chair in front of me becomes colder and colder.
As I keep thinking about one person.
I keep playing riddle with myself...
"can I".. "can't I"...
I keep saying those riddles while sitting in this chair.
I keep smiling thinking of you...

But, my bad memories keep distracting me.
My bad stories all came up, I keep trying to ignore them,
But, they keep strangling me more and more.
I try to cover them up, but it's not working.
'Tick'... 'Tick'... 'Tick'...
The more I heard that sound, the more I was drowned to that time...

The more I heard those 'Tick'ing sound, The more I heard word 'Tears' in them.
The more I believe everything is okay, The more I want to just close this mouth.
The more I believe in Love, The more I hurt my heart.
The chair in front of me now has become the coldest chair 
My long awaited person, never comes to me...
The more I wait, The more tears come out from my heart.
My long awaited person, when will you come to me?